Your my World, My Heart, My Soul

I made this video for my family
To let them know that they will
always be the center of my world.
Loved you, Yesterday, Today
and Forever.

I Love life and I always strive to learn and see more. To me my life is my hidden "Desire " that can't get enough of wanting to know "Why" and maybe some hidden answer somewhere.

I also like to laugh, and dance in the rain. I also believe that
life's to short to bitch about
the things you can change and never try to.

I am 52 years young lol, and
I've been married for 28 years,
Let's say I been up and down on that one, but still going strong.
I have 4 amazing children and 7 grandchildren, 1 great grandson. They keep me young and always smiling. I'm a very loving person, My life is offering Hope in someones life that thinks there's
No way out.
Live, Laugh, Love, My Life in 2011 -12.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaN8pLtTHSY&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Anna Baty
9-9-12

I "Loved" you to much.

She looks to the skies, as if for an answer.Why am i lonely and where do i go. He was my life the smile on my face.His touch in the morning made my heart race. Our walks in the sands,
Always holding hands.

Now when i sit in your favorite chair all alone, your presence i feel because your soul feels at home. Hold me again i need to feel your touch. My heart is so empty i loved you to much.

I still remember that brisk and cool day, that day we met and you made my fears go away. your perfect smile, your joyous laugh, the way your eyes lit up when we talked about our past.

Now all i do is wander, in a house we called home.Please tell me my darling what do i do, and where do i go, i feel so confused and so alone. I feel like a lonely spirit that just wants to Fly,
If only i knew that meant, i could always stay by your side.I close my eyes to feel your touch My dear I just want to say, I "Loved" you to much.

Anna Baty
6-29-12

I still "Love" why can't you.?

I still "Love" why can't you.?

I wish love could be like music,
composed and fine tuned only to ones ears. See the feelings from the heart should never be ruled by fear.It seems like it starts with a smile followed by a soft and gentle kiss.

Song called "Find Yourself"
By Fallen Within Band.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkh0000BjpY&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Then you leaned in and whispered in my ear, You were always my perfect wish. I then offered you my love when i opened up my heart. Now look at the wasted years you spent ripping it apart.
I now finally forgive my actions for the events that took place in my life.

For yours is not forgiven you stripped away the love, from the women you took as your loving Wife. For that is why I dislike the quiet, The silence of an empty house. As I lay here the only sounds are echoed doubts,
They steal my thoughts and my dreams. They often bring bouts of tears.They come from my soul down deep inside with constant fears.

The thoughts of being alone when i gave my love, my heart and soul.
My heart, It feels broken , I will not let it break again, For when I feel no pain again , I know that it will be from a man that can "Love", this "Woman" from within.

Written by Anna Baty,
5-3-2012

Her Strength a Soldiers Wife.

I'm now a single Mother with 2 children to raise, I look for a plan to live through our days. My husband was a man of great virtue, His touch was the balance that beat in my Heart, His love for his family kept him safe in the Dark.

Then the nightmares continued night after night, constantly screaming troops. were in for a fight. The firing of guns and the bombs that he hears, lets him know that they are near. I hold him and tell him I'll keep him safe as we both drift off in a somber sleep.

Suddenly I wake to a cuddling sound, I ran and stumbled where my husband was found. I let out a scream to find no one around that's when I seen the blood all around. Now I come to realize the years in Iraq and the wars before them had taken his life, and ended the tricks they played in his head.

My husband ended his life with bullet to his head. Standing alone and my weakness shows through, I'm a Mother with 2 children now what do I do. My husband had strength and he walked with great pride, but the terrors took over because because he refused to hide.

Telling my children that's why there daddy had died. I stand before this country and say, I was married to a soldier with no weakness he knew, Fought for our Freedom and gave it to you.
I stand at his grave with tears on my face, I miss and love you, and I'm never that far, Remember my husband your my forever, "Shinning Star".

Anna Baty
4-26-12

My Love will never Fade.

When you care about the other person more than you care about yourself,
and their happiness means more to you than your own.

When you wake up to see them and you go to bed beside them and always feel safe.
Knowing you're happy to make sacrifices just to see the person smile.
When you can't picture the rest of your life without that person.

When all these things describe your feelings for someone,
 that's how you know you're in love.
Then you have the feeling of how will your life be without him.

That is something we can't image we don't ever want to be Lonely.
The strength in us is stronger then we know,
but we still want to be held if just for a little while.
 Then at that moment you hold it all right beside you.
Then it remains forever in your "Heart"
2-25-2012, Anna Baty.

Our Souls Dance as one.

To my husband. Of all the souls I've ever known, mine sings to yours and yours alone, I know in my weakest moments i can close my eyes and my soul and yours will intertwine as one. I only know that you will always melt my heart and soul and that is what keeps me shining with, Passion, Love, and forever ending feelings deep within. I want to say that time is our future that will forever hold us strong and as one.

My Husband.

To My Husband
He doesn't see himself the way others do. He is brave he is courageous he is my hero.My heart tells me that you are the person that is always going to heal the wounds in my heart. You are my life my best friend, my soul mate but
you don't know you are also part of me.
The part that i always long to hold you are the one that holds me when i need to cry,Then only you can Kiss my soft lips and say in your eyes without speaking, I know that true love exists if only in our eyes. Love Anna.
http://youtu.be/_gQlKlPDm8Q

Johnny Gill-You for me(with lyrics on screen)! [HD]

Lost Family's

Never underestimate the power of family.Sometimes it's just a small gathering around a camp fire.The stories we share about old and new times are the stories we can share with the next generation to laugh and cry with.This would be a sad world without the Presents of Family.

Now tell me why it seems like  family gets together only for a funeral. Is it because we choose to go our own way or theres not enough hours in a day.They say death brings a Family closer now all i see is distance that can't be repaired.Then when the time comes for Family reuions you often hear people say.

Who are you?.

Why did we never meet ? 

Answer is none of us took the time. We also as family have built a wall that keeps us at a distance.

  

My life is complete with the Love and Laughter i share with my family even at a gathering for a funeral to me thats called support.To me as a Mother,Wife, Grandmother, Family is what holds the key to our Future so i say know your Family, there always a part of you.They are the Keys to our Past ,

The stories for our next Generations.