I'm tired of Walking into doors.

I'm tired of Walking into doors.

It's time to -Turn the key and walk back through. When you turn all the noise off what do you hear, What do you think is going on in your life. What can you change to be more at peace with yourself and those around you. How easy is it for you to forgive those who have caused you pain? Or can you?

What did you learn about yourself - and those around you. Now close your eyes and imagine How would you like to make this world a better place?  What kind of change could you instill on yourself and others. I need to know that I can and I will live each day - 1 at a time.

Archie Roach - Walking Into Doors.

http://youtu.be/XzD4JRnWHpE

Written by,

Anna Baty, 6-21-2016

A Restless Soul, Wanting to be free.

I'm a restless soul waiting to soar high above the clouds. I want to see the world. Do i like what i see 

and what will i be. Like a restless Dove she follows her dreams.

I wander through life so aimlessly.

I decided i just want to be free.

I fly my own path to see where i go. My dreams no more shattered i call them my own. 

The hurt from the world 

it causes me pain. I feel so restricted my minds going insane.

So now i fly higher trying not to be seen. For my souls like a Dove,

wanting to be Free.

 

Written by,

Anna Baty, 6-5-13

I define who I am.

I define who I am.

I define who I am, not by the names you call me. I'm not a size 4, I'm a size 20 but my curves are mine I own them.
No I'm not "Perfect" but I'm still beautiful in someone's eyes. I have a brilliant mind.
Full of silent "Words" I I'm full of "Passion" I love life and all the "Beauty" it offers me.

Beauty is defined by me.
Not by society.

I have felt pain, pity. and prejudice. But I'm still standing with my head held high. I will still walk among those who have felt and been treated as if they have no existence in this world. So I still speak these words again,
"I define who I am".

Anna Baty
10-6-12

"True Love".

True love is hard to find, hard to hold. Especially hard to forget.Everything about it can be complicated. If you sit back and think with your mind, and feel from your soul.
Time can sometimes erase the pain of, The first slap, The first hurtful words, The first Affair, Then when they walked out the door and left you standing "Alone".

True Love was waiting an eternity for one moment, one kiss, one smile.
True Love was doing anything and everything for that person, whether
you can give it to them or not you tried.
Love comes from the heart, but true love comes from the mind and felt down deep in the soul.
So I ask this "Question"?

Does "True Love" really exist or is it a need to have someone there close to us. Someone we can call our own, To love and hate when our moods change.
Someone to spend that special
time with because there is no
one else.

My answer is "I do believe" in true
"Love" a partner in life to share
the good times and hold you through the bad times. So I say if you do find this rate treasure to, Remember to Love with no Boundaries, Hold them close Kiss them softly, Then when you
feel it deep within your "Soul"
Then you have found what we
call "True Love".

Gary Moore, Still got the Blues for you.mpg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUsj1XdT_DM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Written by, Anna Baty
9-4-12

"My back Window"

Child Abuse, My Story.
Please watch my video below.
Then maybe you can save a child.

As I sit down and start writing I look
out my back window.I look out and I can see inside other people's back windows. It's impossible for me to help but notice the interest of my neighbors.
There are many children living in
these homes.I don't know their names. There's a helpless baby who "Cries"
all day, for he is shaken, and beaten
by a angry nanny who treats him like a rag doll.

I see a teenage girl covering
her head screaming please mommy don't hit me no more.
I see a little boy with a bruised
Face writing on a window
Please help me!!!.

I sometimes wonder if our neighbors ever have an interest in us or our shady sides. Something we don't show to the world. I wonder do they love, pity, or condemn us?. What words do they speak!!. Do they forget who may be watching us from their back windows, with clearer eyes.

Could it be a Women with a pen in her hand who continues to write what she see's from her "Back Window".
Look out your back window tell me do
you see any abuse or do you keep your eyes shut and voice Quiet.

Child Abuse, My Story.
Please watch my video.
Maybe you can say a child from Abuse.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdMEl_YGSFo&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Written by Anna Baty.
7-25-12

"So I say today I will set you "Free".

Sorrow is in my soul, It has hit the core of me.This hurt full emotion has taken a hold of me.I beg of it to leave but it doesn't hear me and refuses to go.
I need to feel free from this terrible vengeful disease, but it keeps
hanging on the pain is draining
me slow.

It digs deep into our hearts and souls, changing who we are.
It can be the worst "Beast" alive.
It's not afraid to dig at our emotions to break us down to nothing.

I will set you free from me, For I deserved to cry, love, and feel anger. I refuse to let you live inside of me and tear me down to nothing.I refuse to give in, I am a fighter, Yes it's hard because you hold on not wanting to let go.I need you to know, you will not control me or who I will become.
"So I say today I will set you "Free"
Anna Baty
7-9-12

A "Women's" Love.

This is dedicated to every women who has put her, "Heart" and "Soul" into the Understanding and Passion of her "Man" and their "Marriage"and it just wasn't Enough.

A "Women's" Love.

Nothing compares with a woman’s love. We can be kind and compassionate, hateful and "Loving", patient and generous. If you "Love" her she will walk across water and up the tallest mountains for you, no matter how you’ve acted out or no matter what crazy thing you’ve done.She will encourage you when your at your lowest and think there isn’t a way out.

Hold you in her arms when you’re sick. She will give you her very best "Love", while trying to still win your heart,
Then when you act like everything she’s done for you doesn't matter. That’s a woman’s love, it will stand the test of time, logic, and all the "Love", when circumstances are to hard on their "Hearts" and "Marriage".

Alabama -Lady Down on Love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_MrKFNQkr0&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Anna Baty
6-23-12

The "Woman" in the "Mirror".

I see a woman in the mirror she is always wondering who she really is. All she sees is past and her pain. Now she wants to make her life "Happy" & "Different" then from her past. She thinks that she is hurting other people by shutting them out.

Now she feels all alone and wants to tell everybody how she feels, but does not realize they tend to be so consumed with there own lives that they never stop to think yes "She" does matter.

Is there a way out? or an eraser to wipe away the past and stop the pain in the future.
The "Mirrors" reflection tells her Yes!!! . There is a way to change your future , you must accept that your past is behind you, and move forward to understand your future.

The future is important because it will "Define" who you are.
Remember when looking for advice you will not like nor except what some have to say, but remember you reached out for a reason. Sometimes in life it's hard to be "Nice" & "Mean" both.
So I say compromise.

I see a "Woman" in the mirror who has been "Happy" but one who has now lost her "Way".
Now will she "Choose" for her life to be different, Or will she stand in front of the, "Mirror" and still
ask "Questions" with the same answers only she knows.

Anna Baty
6-5-12

Show Me

www.reverbnation.com/play_now/song_3712573

The song is by my son, Danny Baty.

The hardest part of loving someone is trying to hold on.
We all know pain but this is a pain that is beyond any means we know or want to feel.
I never want to doubt a love i feel that is so true.
It seems like the sands of time move ever so slowly as if were stuck in time,
Wanting it to move forward.
I want the Love to be one that holds you when you feel lost,
and know when you feel safe it's in his arms.
That day does come but is it to love forever and hold us together as one.
Or will it be one that loses in the end.
So i say when that day comes,
I want to feel the warmth and keep it forever in my heart and soul.
For that is what we all long for.
I know a love so true shall never be denied,
but i also know it has to be accepted.
We hold it to know that it is real love from within.
So if a love so deep and true does find you,
Remember it is to be Loved, hold them tight let them feel your heartbeat.
as there's beats with yours.
This is a Love that is rare, and once it's found hold on,
don't abuse it with words or silence it,
Because this will cause the heart and soul to feel empty and never want to Love again.

Written by Anna Baty. 3-20-12

My Love will never Fade.

When you care about the other person more than you care about yourself,
and their happiness means more to you than your own.

When you wake up to see them and you go to bed beside them and always feel safe.
Knowing you're happy to make sacrifices just to see the person smile.
When you can't picture the rest of your life without that person.

When all these things describe your feelings for someone,
 that's how you know you're in love.
Then you have the feeling of how will your life be without him.

That is something we can't image we don't ever want to be Lonely.
The strength in us is stronger then we know,
but we still want to be held if just for a little while.
 Then at that moment you hold it all right beside you.
Then it remains forever in your "Heart"
2-25-2012, Anna Baty.

True Love

True love is hard to find, hard to hold onto, hard to forget. Everything about it is hard, but just thinking of the happy times erases them all.
True Love is waiting an eternity for one moment, one kiss, one smile. True Love is wanting anything and everything for that person, whether you can give it to them or not.
Love comes from the heart, but true love comes from the mind and soul.
Remember to Love hard and Long.

Hope

This is dedicated to all the people who,
are afflicted by- Cancer, Pain, and all the disease's
that effect us daily. and your never alone.

We often hide this word tightly in our minds.
As with life we all will struggle.
Some we can overcome some will still linger.
I know it overwhelms us all,
But please continue to have hope.
Hope can be magical when you truly believe in it.
I know that it keeps us strong,
 in giving and recieving hope.
So the next time you feel there is no way out.
Close your eyes and say this 4- Letter word.

Hope- because this is what it's all about.

Reach out we are the little hands,

that offer you, Hope- Love- Faith

Written by, Anna Baty, 7-5-2011

The Ghost

I feel a breeze as it touches my skin.
I hear the chimes as the music begins.
Like day and night, you change like the wind.
Always breaking my heart, i still wont give in.
My outside is weak,
but my soul remains strong.
I want to love him,
even though it feels wrong.

The man that i loved, was soft and caring.
Now his soul is the ghost,
who stops him from sharing.
So lost and confused, he chooses to abuse.
I believe in my heart, He means me no harm.
The man that i love,
the ghost is his charm.
My love is forever,
though my heart it hurts so.
The man that i loved,
Now the ghost consumes his soul.

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His Ghost

Live, Laugh, and Love Life

My Back Window

As I sit working at my back window,
I look out and see other people's back windows,
and it is quite impossible for me to help but notice
the interest in my neighbors.
There are many children in these houses,
i don't know none of their names.
The helpless baby who roars all day
for he is shaken, spanked, by a angry nanny
who treats him like a rag doll.
I pity that little neighbor,
and believe he wont stand it long
for I see him double up his tiny hands,
and swing away at nothing,
I sometimes wonder if our neighbors,
ever have an interest in us or our shady side,
something we don't show to the world.
If they love, pity, or condemn us?
What words do they speak,
Do they forget who may be watching
from their back windows,with clearer eyes.
Could it be a Women with a pen in her hand
who continues to write what she see's from her,
"Back Window".

          

                       

Look out your back window and you will see the abuse.  

Restless Soul.

I'm a restless soul waiting to soar high above the clouds
i want to see the world.
Do i like what i see and what will i be.
Like a restless Dove she follows her dreams,
I wander through life so aimlessly.
I decided i just want to be me.

I go my own path to see where i go
my dreams no more shattered i call
them my own.
The hurt from the world it causes me pain.
I feel to restricted my minds going insane.
So now i fly higher trying not to be seen.
For my soul will be happy and my Life will
be Free.

 

I just want to Fly, To escape from the world.

Silent Words.

These words are hard for me to say.

Something was lost along the way.

Even today when i laugh and cry

is was you who knew the reasons why.

I miss you everyday, Even more in my nights.

I try to talk to you, When we turn out the Lights.

I miss your special touch,

The tenderness of your Kiss.

Please tell me why my Silent Words

always sound like this.

There is no Touch or Magic here.

My Silent Words you could not Hear.

Please tell me where your Love had gone,

When did it go from right to Wrong.

As coldness starts to sit in, My love for

you will never End.

 

Homeless Man

The glasses and beard they give him away. He pushes a cart
to start out his day. His stomach it growls as he looks for food
to start out his day. He found in a dumpster a slice of bread
and stale meat along with a brownie to save as a treat.
His day starts to fade from light into dark the rains pouring
down with no shelter in sight. I once had a home two children
and Wife. It all ended one day when a drunk driver ended
there lives. They call me the homeless as everyone can see
i choose to be homeless when my Family was taken from me.
So if you drive by and happen to see a homeless man
just like me. Dont be afraid to talk to me because you
could be homeless just like me.

Will you Stand?

You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience

in which you stop to look fear in the face.

You must do the things which you think you cannot do.

With courage you will dare to take risks,

have the strength to be compassionate,

and the wisdom to be humble.

Courage is the foundation for Life.

So if you’re going through a hard time pick yourself up and say,

Today's my Day and I will face all my Fears Head on.