The Disease

It watches us while we sleep.
Following us day by day.
Stays in our minds as we silently think,
No where to run it does not escape.
The pills they feed me i no longer take.
I want to sleep and never wake.
Darkness please tell me, where do i go?
Please tell me my mind  how to let go.
This disease its a mad aggression,
it goes by a name it's called Depression.
I wake up no more with pains or regrets,
we all walk around as if we all met.
Today is the day there is no more Light,
Were all together we gave up our Fight.

My Love will never Fade.

When you care about the other person more than you care about yourself,
and their happiness means more to you than your own.

When you wake up to see them and you go to bed beside them and always feel safe.
Knowing you're happy to make sacrifices just to see the person smile.
When you can't picture the rest of your life without that person.

When all these things describe your feelings for someone,
 that's how you know you're in love.
Then you have the feeling of how will your life be without him.

That is something we can't image we don't ever want to be Lonely.
The strength in us is stronger then we know,
but we still want to be held if just for a little while.
 Then at that moment you hold it all right beside you.
Then it remains forever in your "Heart"
2-25-2012, Anna Baty.

The Silent Disease.

It watches us while we sleep.
Following us day by day.
Stays in our minds as we silently think,
No where to run it does not escape.
The pills they feed me i no longer take.
I want to sleep and never wake.
Darkness please tell me, where do i go?
Please tell me my mind  how to let go.
This disease its has a  mad aggression,
it goes by a name it's called Depression.
I wake up no more with pains or regrets,
we all walk around as if we all met.
Today is the day there is no more Light,
Were all together we gave up our Fight.
Written by, Anna Baty

The Ghost

I feel a breeze as it touches my skin.
I hear the chimes as the music begins.
Like day and night, you change like the wind.
Always breaking my heart, i still wont give in.
My outside is weak,
but my soul remains strong.
I want to love him,
even though it feels wrong.

The man that i loved, was soft and caring.
Now his soul is the ghost,
who stops him from sharing.
So lost and confused, he chooses to abuse.
I believe in my heart, He means me no harm.
The man that i love,
the ghost is his charm.
My love is forever,
though my heart it hurts so.
The man that i loved,
Now the ghost consumes his soul.

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His Ghost

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My Back Window

As I sit working at my back window,
I look out and see other people's back windows,
and it is quite impossible for me to help but notice
the interest in my neighbors.
There are many children in these houses,
i don't know none of their names.
The helpless baby who roars all day
for he is shaken, spanked, by a angry nanny
who treats him like a rag doll.
I pity that little neighbor,
and believe he wont stand it long
for I see him double up his tiny hands,
and swing away at nothing,
I sometimes wonder if our neighbors,
ever have an interest in us or our shady side,
something we don't show to the world.
If they love, pity, or condemn us?
What words do they speak,
Do they forget who may be watching
from their back windows,with clearer eyes.
Could it be a Women with a pen in her hand
who continues to write what she see's from her,
"Back Window".

          

                       

Look out your back window and you will see the abuse.  

Restless Soul.

I'm a restless soul waiting to soar high above the clouds
i want to see the world.
Do i like what i see and what will i be.
Like a restless Dove she follows her dreams,
I wander through life so aimlessly.
I decided i just want to be me.

I go my own path to see where i go
my dreams no more shattered i call
them my own.
The hurt from the world it causes me pain.
I feel to restricted my minds going insane.
So now i fly higher trying not to be seen.
For my soul will be happy and my Life will
be Free.

 

I just want to Fly, To escape from the world.

Lost in Love

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness.
Instead keep your head up high and gaze into heavens.
I believe that is where broken hearts are sent to be healed.
Relationships are like glass.......
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken,
than try to cut yourself putting it back together.
Though its strange to say, it makes you a better person.
Because, next time you get to be in charge of your Heart.
Choose your Path and how your life is to be lived.
Then you get to decide.......
Who you will Love, and Who can Love you.

Moments from Anna Bee: Love no Abuse

Moments from Anna Bee: Love no Abuse: " Life is to short to wake and live with regrets.No woman ever hates a man for being in love with her, but many woman hate a man ..."