Forget me not.

The 4 corners of my mind they seem so dark. Where's one to go with no words to get out. The sounds that I hear their always near, living in darkness and a mind full of fear. 

Living with "Dementia".

I search to find the words but none is their to write to help me fight the darkness that's taking over my mind. 

I listen real closely to sounds I might understand. I sometimes feel a light touch from a lingering hand. I reach deeper in my mind trying to come to grips. See I have a mind where words no longer fit.

I think I've lost the battle where the darkness will win. The dementia's took over now no one can get in.  

Written by,

Anna Baty, 7-26-14

It's never to late for "Change".

Do these 10. Rules apply to you. 

When does one decide to accept the fact that certain peoples intentions are just about them. Their needs, of getting the satisfaction of knowing they have you just where they want you.

 If these 10 rules apply to you.

1. Users their number 1.

2. They think only of No.1. 

3.Greedy 100%

4.They always want pity.

5.Never think of others.

6. Always got a hand out.

7.Their needs come first.

8. The world owes them. 

9.Their selfish and show it. 

10. They will never accept 2nd place.

Then to see the sunshine again you must. Eliminate those fake friends who seem real when you have something, 

and disappear when you have nothing.

 

Written by, 

Anna Baty, 1-21-14

The "Voice" deep Within.

The "Voice" deep Within.

When one must face change and direction in ourselves. We cannot expect others to do it for us it is our "Journey". Listen to your heart and let your soul and the voice within you guide you. We alone must walk this path even if it's alone and frightening.

Change is important to grow and to become the person you choose to be. When you start to make progress you will flourish and start to realize, You can do this and there's "Hope" for change
and redirection in your life.

Remember when walking this path it's your "Voice" you hear listen to it and follow your "Dreams" Don't let failure be your option. Do not let others steer your path. Make life about you and your "Journey" to change. Listen and live from,
The "Voice" deep Within.

Written by,
Anna Baty
2-24-13
Christina Aguilera-The voice within [lyrics]
http://youtu.be/8O2h9BNpGLg

I stood by my word, Now where are you?.

Don't stand by and let others break your soul. You have to stand stand up for yourself even if it means standing alone.
There are those around you that would give anything just to see you fail, never give them the satisfaction just for there own pleasure.

Hold your head up high, smile and stand your own ground.Stand up for what you believe in that means.Stand by your word
and your actions will speak loud enough for the world to notice and hear you. Your never truly alone in the world until you stand up and look around and say,
I stood by my word, Now where are you?.

Anna Baty
1-16-13

"True Love".

True love is hard to find, hard to hold. Especially hard to forget.Everything about it can be complicated. If you sit back and think with your mind, and feel from your soul.
Time can sometimes erase the pain of, The first slap, The first hurtful words, The first Affair, Then when they walked out the door and left you standing "Alone".

True Love was waiting an eternity for one moment, one kiss, one smile.
True Love was doing anything and everything for that person, whether
you can give it to them or not you tried.
Love comes from the heart, but true love comes from the mind and felt down deep in the soul.
So I ask this "Question"?

Does "True Love" really exist or is it a need to have someone there close to us. Someone we can call our own, To love and hate when our moods change.
Someone to spend that special
time with because there is no
one else.

My answer is "I do believe" in true
"Love" a partner in life to share
the good times and hold you through the bad times. So I say if you do find this rate treasure to, Remember to Love with no Boundaries, Hold them close Kiss them softly, Then when you
feel it deep within your "Soul"
Then you have found what we
call "True Love".

Gary Moore, Still got the Blues for you.mpg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUsj1XdT_DM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Written by, Anna Baty
9-4-12

I "Loved" you to much.

She looks to the skies, as if for an answer.Why am i lonely and where do i go. He was my life the smile on my face.His touch in the morning made my heart race. Our walks in the sands,
Always holding hands.

Now when i sit in your favorite chair all alone, your presence i feel because your soul feels at home. Hold me again i need to feel your touch. My heart is so empty i loved you to much.

I still remember that brisk and cool day, that day we met and you made my fears go away. your perfect smile, your joyous laugh, the way your eyes lit up when we talked about our past.

Now all i do is wander, in a house we called home.Please tell me my darling what do i do, and where do i go, i feel so confused and so alone. I feel like a lonely spirit that just wants to Fly,
If only i knew that meant, i could always stay by your side.I close my eyes to feel your touch My dear I just want to say, I "Loved" you to much.

Anna Baty
6-29-12

I've not known "Love" yet.

I love life and all it holds.All I ask is treat me with respect if I respect you. Love me for the words I write and speak, not how my lips move when talking. Life has always been a challenge for me.

I often write about a life I want and will never know. I sit and look around and try not to crumble to my knees. I look around and think, Am I ugly and Fat
is that what the world "Sees".

I feel so broken, like nothing's ever right. I have no one to talk too. No one to love, and no one to love me. I just don’t know where life is taking me. I’m just feel alone in everything, and it's killing me.

My strength is myself, It pushes me hard every day.For I look deep inside and say why must I always be strong. Can someone just hold me and tell
me I'm Beautiful, and nothing about
Me Is "Wrong".

I feel the need to run and hide.
Is it because I'm weak inside.
Where no one will judge me or make fun of me. See I'm not a "Model" but please don't forget.I never say
my life's perfect, for
I've not knowed "Love"yet.

I can't make you love me. By Adele.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vfj-peP6a7o&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Anna Baty
6-21-12

The "Woman" in the "Mirror".

I see a woman in the mirror she is always wondering who she really is. All she sees is past and her pain. Now she wants to make her life "Happy" & "Different" then from her past. She thinks that she is hurting other people by shutting them out.

Now she feels all alone and wants to tell everybody how she feels, but does not realize they tend to be so consumed with there own lives that they never stop to think yes "She" does matter.

Is there a way out? or an eraser to wipe away the past and stop the pain in the future.
The "Mirrors" reflection tells her Yes!!! . There is a way to change your future , you must accept that your past is behind you, and move forward to understand your future.

The future is important because it will "Define" who you are.
Remember when looking for advice you will not like nor except what some have to say, but remember you reached out for a reason. Sometimes in life it's hard to be "Nice" & "Mean" both.
So I say compromise.

I see a "Woman" in the mirror who has been "Happy" but one who has now lost her "Way".
Now will she "Choose" for her life to be different, Or will she stand in front of the, "Mirror" and still
ask "Questions" with the same answers only she knows.

Anna Baty
6-5-12

The Silent Disease.

It watches us while we sleep.
Following us day by day.
Stays in our minds as we silently think,
No where to run it does not escape.
The pills they feed me i no longer take.
I want to sleep and never wake.
Darkness please tell me, where do i go?
Please tell me my mind  how to let go.
This disease its has a  mad aggression,
it goes by a name it's called Depression.
I wake up no more with pains or regrets,
we all walk around as if we all met.
Today is the day there is no more Light,
Were all together we gave up our Fight.
Written by, Anna Baty

Hope

This is dedicated to all the people who,
are afflicted by- Cancer, Pain, and all the disease's
that effect us daily. and your never alone.

We often hide this word tightly in our minds.
As with life we all will struggle.
Some we can overcome some will still linger.
I know it overwhelms us all,
But please continue to have hope.
Hope can be magical when you truly believe in it.
I know that it keeps us strong,
 in giving and recieving hope.
So the next time you feel there is no way out.
Close your eyes and say this 4- Letter word.

Hope- because this is what it's all about.

Reach out we are the little hands,

that offer you, Hope- Love- Faith

Written by, Anna Baty, 7-5-2011

Hold the Passion.

Hold the Passion
It's shelters you through lonely nights,
and keep his touch in your sights.

Hold tight his memories,
his hands in the shadows
of the Broken window pane.
When he slowly untied,
my apron string.

He held you close in his arms.
His breath you felt on the nap of your neck.
You melted as he kept you warm,
Keeping your life from total havoc.

You snuggled each memory,
Waiting for it to be your last.
As you lay all alone in your bed.
You dream of the passion,
and his touch from the past.

Push away despair,
for he is no longer here.
so impossible it seems,
where do i go from here.

I hold his passion close to my heart.
Till there comes a day,
i can make a new start..
Know it was only you,
that kept the Passion in my Heart.

Hold the Passion

Live, Laugh, and Love Life

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Alzheimers

I once was a  Mother, of two children i had.
My Love was unconditional we never felt sad.
I held there heads up when they needed to cry.
Now as i age there lives pass me by.

My children soon notice how much i forget.
I tell my two children im not giving up yet.
Soon you will see your names i will call.
then you will say Mom! you remembered it all.


Still lost and confused there decisions
done made, no memories i have of where
i will stay. They packed me a bag to start
out my day. Mom you have Alzheimers
we sent you away.


Now years have done passed i wait
everyday, Please come my dear Children
i got something to say.
I wont forget and promise not to roam,
Please my dear children i just want to
go Home.

 

This is Dedicated to all the Mothers who could not speak. I will speak for you.

The Disease

It watches us while we sleep,
Following us day by day.
Stays in our minds as we silently think,
No where to run it does not escape.
The pills they feed me i no longer take.
I want to sleep and never awake.

Darkness please tell me, where do i go?
Please tell me my mind  how to let go.
This disease it a mad aggression, It
goes by a name it's called Depression.

I wake up no more with pains or regrets,
we all walk around as if we all met.
Today is the day i turned off the Light.

I'm still all alone i gave up my Fight.