I've not known "Love" yet.

I love life and all it holds. All I ask is treat me with respect if I respect you. Like me for the words I write and speak, not how my lips move when talking. Life has always been a challenge for me.

I sometimes write about a life I want and will never know. I sit and look around and try not to crumble to my knees. I look around and think, Am I ugly and Fat is that what the world
"Sees".

My strength is myself, It pushes me harder every day. For I look deep inside and say why must I always be strong. Can someone just hold me and tell me, Your Beautiful and nothing about you Is "Wrong".

I feel the need to run and hide. Is it because I'm weak inside.Where no one will judge me or make fun of me.See I'm "Lonely" and I never say my life's perfect, for I've not known "Love" yet.

Anna Baty
10-11-12

I just want to be "Me".

I sit and look around and try not to crumble to my knees. I feel the need to be strong for all, I look around and think where is the strength that holds me up.

My strength is myself, It pushes me harder every day. For I look deep inside and say why must I always be strong. Am I not allowed to have weakness from within.

I feel the need to run and hide. Is there such a place where i feel I can be weak and cry. Where no one will judge me or try to use me.

It's not about Sex, relationships. It's aboutTalking, a shoulder to cry on and no one has to even talk let's just enjoy the silence.
I just want to be "Me".

The truth is, The harsh words are the words we say about ourselves. I really don't think people change. I think we do.
At the end of the day, we are who we are, and probably who were
always going to be.

Anna Baty
5-19-12