I just want to be "Me".

I sit and look around and try not to crumble to my knees. I feel the need to be strong for all, I look around and think where is the strength that holds me up.

My strength is myself, It pushes me harder every day. For I look deep inside and say why must I always be strong. Am I not allowed to have weakness from within.

I feel the need to run and hide. Is there such a place where i feel I can be weak and cry. Where no one will judge me or try to use me.

It's not about Sex, relationships. It's aboutTalking, a shoulder to cry on and no one has to even talk let's just enjoy the silence.
I just want to be "Me".

The truth is, The harsh words are the words we say about ourselves. I really don't think people change. I think we do.
At the end of the day, we are who we are, and probably who were
always going to be.

Anna Baty
5-19-12