I've got a secret "Shhh".

I've got a secret "Shhh".
If i came to you with a secret,
What would you do?.
Keep it to yourself.
Tell because your a Friend,
or just tell because it's,
"Gossip".

(1.) I just found out i have stage 4 Cancer, I have 3 months to Live.
(2.) I've been Gay now for 12 yrs. Why am I still Hiding I'm ashamed to tell.
(3.) I've been having an affair for 2 Yrs. Now I want a divorce.
(4.) Today is the day i will kill myself!!.
Now that I've told you my secret
in confidence, Who will you tell ? and what will you do ?.

(1.) Would you feel sorry for me now that I'm "Dying" and become my Friend.
(2.) Would you go with me, to tell my Family & Friends that I'm "Guy".
(3.) Would you tell my "Husband" of 15 years Married.
Maybe tell his "Wife" that is bed ridden with a disease.
(4.) Would you take the "Knife" away before I slice my wrists and get me help.
Now if these are true and i only told you , Now tell me my "Friend" What will you Do ?.
How can we expect others to keep our secrets if we have not been able to keep their's to ourselves.
Would you tell out of concern or because you think it's the right thing
to do.

Anna Baty
9-7-12
http://momentsfromannabee.blogspot.com

When's the last time you said Thank-you or I am Grateful ?.

When's the last time you said 

Thank-you or I am Grateful ?.

We often take for granted the very things that most deserve our gratitude. Have you took the time to appreciate this important list. Tell me how many things on this list are you grateful for.

Anna Baty,

5-13-13

60 Things to Be Grateful For In Life. 

http://tinybuddha.com/blog/60-things-to-be-grateful-for-in-life/

Cynthia Ozick

Make Music is your "Happiness".

Music is your "Happiness".

Things that will can add more power to your life. First start understanding yourself. Stop the worrying, yes you may have quieted down for awhile. Now it's time to wake up and remember the music in your life has not gone out. It is still inside of you if you will stop and listen to it. Always know you can still play it and only then you will you begin to feel the sweet harmony of your life and the sounds of,
Music is your "Inner Happiness".

We want to Thank our our Family, Friends, and our "Fans" and the Club owners that allow Us to Rock the House with all.
This year will be a great start to our new music coming out and I want to say Thanks to the Band members for there dedication and hours of practice we as family will always be united. Check our music out at the Links below.
www.FallenWithinBand.com

http://m.youtube.com/?reason=8&rdm=7511#/user/fwithinband?client=mv-google

Anna Baty
1-9-13

"No room for Selfish people". In 2013

"No room for Selfish people".
Don't let there toxin poison you.

Until you let go of all the toxic people in your life. You will then begin to have promising & fulfilling New Year for 2013.
I used to think enemies were the worst people in the world, but that was until It took me years to realize fake Family & Friends are why our world is so "Toxic".
Nowadays there's no honor, only drama and Manipulation.

Toxic people don't understand kindness, Love and Family.They just enjoy each others company. It also gives them more of a chance to show there true colors they kept hidden well all these years. Sometimes in life, no matter how hard it is, sometimes we’re better off not being those who continue to suck the life out you and and the world.

I've made mistakes in my life. I’ve let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserved, but, I’ve learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never take back or change. There are some people who will never be sorry, or never change.

To me I deserve Respect, and Love for the things I believe I have changed and for the things I continue to make better in my life and others. So I say there's no time and,
"No room for Selfish people".
Don't let there toxin poison you.

Anna Baty
12-30-12

Merry Christmas Happy New Year, 2012

Merry Christmas Happy New Year, 2012
Sending beauty all over the world. I hope your life brings you all the, Joy, Love, and Happiness that keeps your world in perfect Harmony. Remember to make your choices in life that you can live by with no regrets. Love those who can love you back. And always be true to Family & Friends because one day you may need a hug or just someone to listen to you and
not judge you. Sending out, Hugs to all
Anna Baty
12-25-12

If I had a "Secret", What would you do?.

I've got a secret "Shhh".
If i came to you with a secret,
What would you do?.
Keep it to yourself.
Tell because your a Friend,
or just tell because it's
"Gossip".

(1.) I just found out i have stage 4 Cancer, I have 3 months to Live.
(2.) I have been Gay for 12yrs. I'm ashamed to tell anyone.
(3.) I've been having an affair for 2 Yrs. Now I want a divorce.
(4.) Today is the day i will kill myself!!.
Now that I've told you my secret
in confidence, Who will you tell ? and what will you do ?.

(1.) Would you feel sorry for me now that I'm "Dying" and become my Friend.
(2.) Would you go with me, to tell my Family & Friends that I'm "Gay".
(3.) Would you tell my "Husband" of 15 years Married.
Maybe tell his "Wife" that is bed ridden with a disease.
(4.) Would you take the "Knife" away before I slice my wrists and get me help.
Now if these are true and i only told you , Now tell me my "Friend" What will you Do ?.
How can we expect others to keep our secrets if we have not been able to keep it to ourselves.

Please stop by my "Blog" and
read, read, Away.
Anna Baty
9-24-12
http://momentsfromannabee.blogspot.com

Your my World, My Heart, My Soul

I made this video for my family
To let them know that they will
always be the center of my world.
Loved you, Yesterday, Today
and Forever.

I Love life and I always strive to learn and see more. To me my life is my hidden "Desire " that can't get enough of wanting to know "Why" and maybe some hidden answer somewhere.

I also like to laugh, and dance in the rain. I also believe that
life's to short to bitch about
the things you can change and never try to.

I am 52 years young lol, and
I've been married for 28 years,
Let's say I been up and down on that one, but still going strong.
I have 4 amazing children and 7 grandchildren, 1 great grandson. They keep me young and always smiling. I'm a very loving person, My life is offering Hope in someones life that thinks there's
No way out.
Live, Laugh, Love, My Life in 2011 -12.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaN8pLtTHSY&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Anna Baty
9-9-12

Life and Death

The "Woman" in the "Mirror".

I see a woman in the mirror she is always wondering who she really is. All she sees is past and her pain. Now she wants to make her life "Happy" & "Different" then from her past. She thinks that she is hurting other people by shutting them out.

Now she feels all alone and wants to tell everybody how she feels, but does not realize they tend to be so consumed with there own lives that they never stop to think yes "She" does matter.

Is there a way out? or an eraser to wipe away the past and stop the pain in the future.
The "Mirrors" reflection tells her Yes!!! . There is a way to change your future , you must accept that your past is behind you, and move forward to understand your future.

The future is important because it will "Define" who you are.
Remember when looking for advice you will not like nor except what some have to say, but remember you reached out for a reason. Sometimes in life it's hard to be "Nice" & "Mean" both.
So I say compromise.

I see a "Woman" in the mirror who has been "Happy" but one who has now lost her "Way".
Now will she "Choose" for her life to be different, Or will she stand in front of the, "Mirror" and still
ask "Questions" with the same answers only she knows.

Anna Baty
6-5-12

Words of wisdom "Family".

Words of wisdom "Family".

Today I wanted to do a story about "Family". Few Pointers.
Does anyone but a few understand the meaning.

1. Family is suppose to be there thru "Thick & Thin".
2. Family, does not come with a definition that explains, Use me as needed.
3. Family, when one of us are down it helps to have someone try to cheer us up and spend time with us, Not walk all over us like a floor mat.
4. Family, they can be your best friend or your worst enemy.
5. Family, when is the last time
you went and see them just to let them know, You appreciate all they have done for you.
6. Family, Appreciate them while you can because any second they
Could be "Gone" from your life
then it's to late yo say,
"I love you " Thanks for helping and "Loving" me back.
I wrote this because some people need to realize remember. A simple "Thank you" or "I love you"
Can bring a world of Loneliness
To a world of "Happiness" and hope and with smiles.

I love you my Family.
Anna Baty
5-28-12

The Silent Disease.

It watches us while we sleep.
Following us day by day.
Stays in our minds as we silently think,
No where to run it does not escape.
The pills they feed me i no longer take.
I want to sleep and never wake.
Darkness please tell me, where do i go?
Please tell me my mind  how to let go.
This disease its has a  mad aggression,
it goes by a name it's called Depression.
I wake up no more with pains or regrets,
we all walk around as if we all met.
Today is the day there is no more Light,
Were all together we gave up our Fight.
Written by, Anna Baty

Can't Breathe

The Love of my Husband.
When he looks at me i can hardly breathe.
My heart ships beats as his fingertips touch,
The very souls of me.
All i can do is catch my breath,
For all i know is his kiss has consumed,
The very soul of me.
I come to realize his touch, his kiss,
His love is all i'll ever need.

This will never be.

Her eyes gaze upon him as she,
notices the bronze of his skin.
The ripples of his muscles,
as he flinches with a grin.
Suddenly there eyes meet,
as if frozen in time.
She imaged him in her mind.
His soft touch the passion of his kiss.
His arms that would hold her,
to keep her safe from harm.
Now as there eyes unlocked,
from there gaze.
She now begins to realize,
that this will never be.
There talks they will continue.
With love making only in words.
See he lives in another country,
she knows she'll never see.
Her life will still go on,
with a Husband that never Loves.
See her Refuge is her Lover,
The one she knows, she'll never see.

Secret Lovers

A Mother's Love

This is Dedicated to my Mother, and My Children.

There are times when only a Mother's love
Can understand our tears,
And with her touch,
she can calm all of our fears.

Her special hugs they heal our hurt.
We also share the joy we feel
When something we've dreamed about
Quite suddenly is real.

There are times when only a Mother's faith
Can help us on life's way
And inspire in us the confidence
We need from day to day.

Without you i would be lost,
and wandering aimlessly,
You showed me the way to serve,
to accomplish and persevere.

Without you,
there would be an empty space,
i could never fill.
Instead, because of you,
I have joy, satisfaction and peace.
Thankyou, mom i want to say,
i hope i am the Mother,
you raised me to be.
Because thats what a Mother does,
Loves Unconditionaly.

Love you, Your Mom Anna,

               

                       

                       

My Children are my Life.                        

             

               

               

                       

                       

A Mothers Love , my Children.                        

              

               

Attachments

My Back Window

As I sit working at my back window,
I look out and see other people's back windows,
and it is quite impossible for me to help but notice
the interest in my neighbors.
There are many children in these houses,
i don't know none of their names.
The helpless baby who roars all day
for he is shaken, spanked, by a angry nanny
who treats him like a rag doll.
I pity that little neighbor,
and believe he wont stand it long
for I see him double up his tiny hands,
and swing away at nothing,
I sometimes wonder if our neighbors,
ever have an interest in us or our shady side,
something we don't show to the world.
If they love, pity, or condemn us?
What words do they speak,
Do they forget who may be watching
from their back windows,with clearer eyes.
Could it be a Women with a pen in her hand
who continues to write what she see's from her,
"Back Window".

          

                       

Look out your back window and you will see the abuse.  

I've Got a Secret

If i came to you with a secret , What would you do?.
Yes i have Cancer or maybe im Gay.
Ive been sleeping around on my husband i have
been since mid May. Maybe i just want to tell you
i will kill myself Today. Now that ive told you my secret
who will you tell ? and what will you do ?.
Would you tell my Husband of 15 years Married.
Maybe his wife that is bed ridden with a disease.
Would you tell my Son and Daughter the truth.
That the secret i told you was meant for me and you.
I was hurting inside and wanted to die because
i told my Friends secret and found out it they
were just Lies.
Now if these are true and i only told you , now
tell me my best Friend What will you Do ?.
How can we expect others to keep our secret
if we have not been able to keep it to ourselves.
I believe if the secret means Death and your there
to console, the secret should be told to our Families
thats Close.

Lost Family's

Never underestimate the power of family.Sometimes it's just a small gathering around a camp fire.The stories we share about old and new times are the stories we can share with the next generation to laugh and cry with.This would be a sad world without the Presents of Family.

Now tell me why it seems like  family gets together only for a funeral. Is it because we choose to go our own way or theres not enough hours in a day.They say death brings a Family closer now all i see is distance that can't be repaired.Then when the time comes for Family reuions you often hear people say.

Who are you?.

Why did we never meet ? 

Answer is none of us took the time. We also as family have built a wall that keeps us at a distance.

  

My life is complete with the Love and Laughter i share with my family even at a gathering for a funeral to me thats called support.To me as a Mother,Wife, Grandmother, Family is what holds the key to our Future so i say know your Family, there always a part of you.They are the Keys to our Past ,

The stories for our next Generations.

My Children Never Doubt

There are times in my Life where i doubt alot of things from my Past and Future.
I love my children but inside myself is a place where I live all alone.
There are times when i wanted to run away.
So i need my children to know and treasure the values
i have always instilled upon them.
I will consider my life has been worth living
and they have always been my Destiny.

 So i want to say to them, For all the times i didnt listen.
" My ears will always hear you"
If there was a time i didnt Hug you.
" My arms are always open for you "
If there ever was a time i didnt tell you i Love you.
 "I Loved you then, i still Love you Forever"
A Mothers Love should never be challenged
 for her Childrens or by her Children.

So my Children please always remember this.
I as your Mother will always be with you.
I will be the whisper you hear in the dead of the night.
I will be the hug you feel from a gust of wind.
I will be the sun shinning on your face
to always make you smile.

Remember my Children.
I as your Mother live always inside your laughter
and to catch all your teardrops, nothing on earth can
separate you from me.
Not time, not space not even death!
Love you Forever "Mom"

Homeless Man

The glasses and beard they give him away. He pushes a cart
to start out his day. His stomach it growls as he looks for food
to start out his day. He found in a dumpster a slice of bread
and stale meat along with a brownie to save as a treat.
His day starts to fade from light into dark the rains pouring
down with no shelter in sight. I once had a home two children
and Wife. It all ended one day when a drunk driver ended
there lives. They call me the homeless as everyone can see
i choose to be homeless when my Family was taken from me.
So if you drive by and happen to see a homeless man
just like me. Dont be afraid to talk to me because you
could be homeless just like me.

True Gratitude

Things I am Thankful For

Well a lot of good has happened. My Family has grown closer.

My Daughter and Sons have continued to be my Rock.

My beautiful Grandchildren are flourishing and healthy.

Our Heavens gates have opened for my beautiful Mother

to enter and take care of Gods little children. The best part

 is he has allowed me to live and love my Family

and Friends with every heart of my being.