Moments from Anna Bee: The Disease

Moments from Anna Bee: The Disease: "It watches us while we sleep, Following us day by day. Stays in our minds as we silently think, No where to run it does not escape. The pil..."

The Disease

It watches us while we sleep,
Following us day by day.
Stays in our minds as we silently think,
No where to run it does not escape.
The pills they feed me i no longer take.
I want to sleep and never awake.

Darkness please tell me, where do i go?
Please tell me my mind  how to let go.
This disease it a mad aggression, It
goes by a name it's called Depression.

I wake up no more with pains or regrets,
we all walk around as if we all met.
Today is the day i turned off the Light.

I'm still all alone i gave up my Fight.

Moments from Anna Bee: I Pledge The?.

Moments from Anna Bee: I Pledge The?.: "A Beauty to see as she always Flys high. Her colors they wave of the Red, White, and Blue. The words she stands for, they forever ring True...."

I Pledge The?.

A Beauty to see as she always Flys high.
Her colors they wave of the Red, White, and Blue.
The words she stands for, they forever ring True.

I lift my right hand and place on my chest, I say
the words loudly the way i know best.
I hear all the mumbles that surround my ears.
My eyes they swell up from wiping my tears.

Now place your right hand upon your chest.
Repeat these words, I Pleadge the Allegiance,
now what is the rest.

I now look around to what i should know.
Her beauty i remember but the
her words i forgot so.
Why does her Beauty
always fly high, Have we as Americans
forgot the reasons, "WHY"

Moments from Anna Bee: Lost in Love.

Moments from Anna Bee: Lost in Love.: "When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness.Instead keep your head up high and gaze into heavens. I believe that is where broken hea..."

Lost in Love

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness.
Instead keep your head up high and gaze into heavens.
I believe that is where broken hearts are sent to be healed.
Relationships are like glass.......
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken,
than try to cut yourself putting it back together.
Though its strange to say, it makes you a better person.
Because, next time you get to be in charge of your Heart.
Choose your Path and how your life is to be lived.
Then you get to decide.......
Who you will Love, and Who can Love you.

Moments from Anna Bee: The Monster.

Moments from Anna Bee: The Monster.: "I sit on the bed Shivering from the pain. See hear in my home lives a Monster with a Name. I keep telling Mommy please don't leave me alone,..."

Moments from Anna Bee: Love no Abuse

Moments from Anna Bee: Love no Abuse: " Life is to short to wake and live with regrets.No woman ever hates a man for being in love with her, but many woman hate a man ..."

Love no Abuse

 

Life is to short to wake and live
with regrets.No woman ever hates
a man for being in love with her,
but many woman hate a man for being
her abuser.

I'm ask to speak from my mind so

here i go i wont be kind.These

words come easy with a slip from

my tongue, I want to say i'm

finally Done.

Your a bigot male Chauvinist Pig.

Raping your women make you feel Big.

To think that your owed for us

to comply, you now come to realize

that your world had just Died.

I wanted to Love you now all i feel

is hate, your useless trash your not

worth the wait.The abused you took

out on the ones that you

Loved, Your now all alone and no

where to go, You now rot in a

place of shame, knowing were

all done with your Games.

So my advice is to all who will see,

Love is never what you want it to be.

If for change it changes your Life,

Love them forever and never think

twice.Never mistake Love for abuse,

For Love is a Challenge not to misuse.

Moments from Anna Bee: Super Bug

Moments from Anna Bee: Super Bug: "Well its got ahold of me now its been day Three. I cant eat or sleep it comes without making a peep. I want to fight it but do not know how,..."

Super Bug

Well its got ahold of me now its been day Three.
I cant eat or sleep it comes without making a peep.
I want to fight it but do not know how, I figured it out
the dam thing is stopping now.

No more will you get under my skin, I'm frail and weak
its trying to win. I lay in my bed its attacking my skin.
I fight this hectic thing with all i got, Now at the office
went to the Doc and took the damm Shot.

Its that time of Year we all will fear when that "Super Bug"
comes attacking this Year. So hears some advice coming
your way,  watch out all because he's here to Stay

Moments from Anna Bee: Everyone's War

Moments from Anna Bee: Everyone's War: "I see it all day as it Lights up our Skies. Five Fighter Jets come flying by. Our people in hiding from constant Scare where do we..."

Everyone's War

I see it all day as it Lights up our Skies. Five Fighter Jets
come flying by. Our people in hiding from constant Scare
where do we go there's fighting everywhere. We hold
our dear Babies and run for our lives the fighting
continues how can we survive. The people gave
you Power or was it for Fame, Tell me our Leader
why do we feel shamed. Were still in a Battle
you gave a no choice, Our people surround you
start using there voice.Why cant you step down
with no further terror, We need a new Leader
with no anger to spare. His war only teaches us to Love
our Enemies but to hate our allies. Why tell us its
Victory if our War never ends. Our countries need
each other to help and defend ,  But the way that i see
it our War will never End.
Written by, Anna Baty

Moments from Anna Bee: I've Got a Secret

Moments from Anna Bee: I've Got a Secret: "If i came to you with a secret , What would you do?. Yes i have Cancer or maybe im Gay. Ive been sleeping around on my husban..."

I've Got a Secret

If i came to you with a secret , What would you do?.
Yes i have Cancer or maybe im Gay.
Ive been sleeping around on my husband i have
been since mid May. Maybe i just want to tell you
i will kill myself Today. Now that ive told you my secret
who will you tell ? and what will you do ?.
Would you tell my Husband of 15 years Married.
Maybe his wife that is bed ridden with a disease.
Would you tell my Son and Daughter the truth.
That the secret i told you was meant for me and you.
I was hurting inside and wanted to die because
i told my Friends secret and found out it they
were just Lies.
Now if these are true and i only told you , now
tell me my best Friend What will you Do ?.
How can we expect others to keep our secret
if we have not been able to keep it to ourselves.
I believe if the secret means Death and your there
to console, the secret should be told to our Families
thats Close.

Moments from Anna Bee: Lost Family's

Moments from Anna Bee: Lost Family's: "Never underestimate the power of family.Sometimes it's just a small gathering around a camp fire.The stories we share about old a..."

Lost Family's

Never underestimate the power of family.Sometimes it's just a small gathering around a camp fire.The stories we share about old and new times are the stories we can share with the next generation to laugh and cry with.This would be a sad world without the Presents of Family.

Now tell me why it seems like  family gets together only for a funeral. Is it because we choose to go our own way or theres not enough hours in a day.They say death brings a Family closer now all i see is distance that can't be repaired.Then when the time comes for Family reuions you often hear people say.

Who are you?.

Why did we never meet ? 

Answer is none of us took the time. We also as family have built a wall that keeps us at a distance.

  

My life is complete with the Love and Laughter i share with my family even at a gathering for a funeral to me thats called support.To me as a Mother,Wife, Grandmother, Family is what holds the key to our Future so i say know your Family, there always a part of you.They are the Keys to our Past ,

The stories for our next Generations.

Moments from Anna Bee: My Children Never Doubt

Moments from Anna Bee: My Children Never Doubt: "There are times in my Life where i doubt alot of things from my Past and Future. I love my children but inside myself is a place where I liv..."

My Children Never Doubt

There are times in my Life where i doubt alot of things from my Past and Future.
I love my children but inside myself is a place where I live all alone.
There are times when i wanted to run away.
So i need my children to know and treasure the values
i have always instilled upon them.
I will consider my life has been worth living
and they have always been my Destiny.

 So i want to say to them, For all the times i didnt listen.
" My ears will always hear you"
If there was a time i didnt Hug you.
" My arms are always open for you "
If there ever was a time i didnt tell you i Love you.
 "I Loved you then, i still Love you Forever"
A Mothers Love should never be challenged
 for her Childrens or by her Children.

So my Children please always remember this.
I as your Mother will always be with you.
I will be the whisper you hear in the dead of the night.
I will be the hug you feel from a gust of wind.
I will be the sun shinning on your face
to always make you smile.

Remember my Children.
I as your Mother live always inside your laughter
and to catch all your teardrops, nothing on earth can
separate you from me.
Not time, not space not even death!
Love you Forever "Mom"

Moments from Anna Bee: Moments from Anna Bee: Homeless Man

Moments from Anna Bee: Moments from Anna Bee: Homeless Man: "Moments from Anna Bee: Homeless Man: 'The glasses and beard they give him away. He pushes a cart to start out his day. His stomach it growls..."

Moments from Anna Bee: Homeless Man

Moments from Anna Bee: Homeless Man: "The glasses and beard they give him away. He pushes a cart to start out his day. His stomach it growls as he looks for food to start ou..."

Homeless Man

The glasses and beard they give him away. He pushes a cart
to start out his day. His stomach it growls as he looks for food
to start out his day. He found in a dumpster a slice of bread
and stale meat along with a brownie to save as a treat.
His day starts to fade from light into dark the rains pouring
down with no shelter in sight. I once had a home two children
and Wife. It all ended one day when a drunk driver ended
there lives. They call me the homeless as everyone can see
i choose to be homeless when my Family was taken from me.
So if you drive by and happen to see a homeless man
just like me. Dont be afraid to talk to me because you
could be homeless just like me.

Moments from Anna Bee: Fear of Failure

Moments from Anna Bee: Fear of Failure: "It is scary to fear what is ahead for us in our future. I for one fear failure but i do not limit myself. Failure i..."

Moments from Anna Bee: Fear of Failure

Moments from Anna Bee: Fear of Failure

Fear of Failure

It is scary to fear what is ahead for us in our future.
I for one fear failure but i do not limit myself.
Failure is my opportunity to make it right.
I say for all who Dream that goal,
it is always in your reach.It takes you to make it happen.
Learning from our mistakes is what makes us
who we have become today, a better person
for trying.Standup today and say I am not a failure
i will keep trying, yes i will fall down more then once,
but i will get up and keep trying
for i know i will succeed because failure is not my option.
Live your Dream make it happen for then you
can stand up and say i made it and did not stop trying
because i am a Successor.

Moments from Anna Bee: Beauty and Perfection

Moments from Anna Bee: Beauty and Perfection: "Perfection is the Dewdrops that fall off a morning Rose.Beauty is the red glow of its shadow in the morning.A new born baby..."

Beauty and Perfection

Perfection is the Dewdrops that fall
off a morning Rose.Beauty is the red glow
 of its shadow in the morning.A new born baby
is what we call Perfection.Now like the Rose
we begin to grow not knowing our Beauty will fade.
We hide in a room and close the door.
Now we stay hidden as my tears hit the floor,
thats when i hear a knock on the door.
I hear sounds around me as i head for the door.
That when i see her petals fall softly to the floor.
"Beauty and Perfection" We died from old age.
Now those who come see us will see frail skin
Our "Beauty and Perfection" Blows like dust
in the Wind.

Walking Away

He found me withered and broken.
The beautiful words that he has spoken.
My Heart then it begin to Fall.
I finally realilized through it all i said.
Please listen at what im about to say
Love me for my mind also for my words i speak.
Feel the touch from my fingertips that come,
from my soul.See the glow that surrounds me,
Its the strength of trying to Let Go.
My words are left silent for fear i might stay.
My body it starts to tremble as you hold
me real close today.So i reached up
to whisper,Two words in his ear.
Now it is time my sweet darling for me to.
Walk Away.

Fallen Within - 10

No One but You

No one saves us but ourselves.
No one can and no one has the right.
We ourselves must walk the path.
Do not go where the path may lead,
go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
If you're walking down the right path and you're
willing to keep walking, eventually you'll make progress.
The thing is its your path and your choice.
So only you have the choice to choose your own destiny.

Withered Love

The most beautiful things in life are worth searching for.
When found open up and hold it close.
Do not let it darken like the petals of a Withered Rose.
If you cannot love it then water it and watch its Beauty.
His Love will brush softly against your skin.
His whisper you will hear in the dark of the night.
Then you see a light at the end of the path.
Then you hear a voice saying , I Love you,
and nothing else matters because you are worth Loving.

Why are you here?

I sometimes question our presence here on earth and say.What is Life if you just have Death?  Well i pondered on this for awhile and here is what i have to say.

Take the time to be a child when you can, Be a daughter or son while you can .Be a mother or father while you can and grandparents whenyou can .What this means to me is take the time to call your son, daughter, mother and father and grandparents and ask them how there doing let them know you are here. Tell them thanks for being there for you.Because there is no greater love then family.The time you spend with them is the only time you get.Take the time while you can because to me that is what my presence on earth is for my Family. 

To Heal Again

 
There comes a time in our lives where something will break us down in our hearts and souls.
Do remember there is also something that can also heal from within.
Remember to never give up.
Take each day as a new challenge sometimes that is what it takes to make us believe there is hope again.
Believe me your reward in the end is knowing that you can prevail and start to heal again from within
Then you know you have the power to Live again.

True Gratitude

Things I am Thankful For

Well a lot of good has happened. My Family has grown closer.

My Daughter and Sons have continued to be my Rock.

My beautiful Grandchildren are flourishing and healthy.

Our Heavens gates have opened for my beautiful Mother

to enter and take care of Gods little children. The best part

 is he has allowed me to live and love my Family

and Friends with every heart of my being.

Will you Stand?

You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience

in which you stop to look fear in the face.

You must do the things which you think you cannot do.

With courage you will dare to take risks,

have the strength to be compassionate,

and the wisdom to be humble.

Courage is the foundation for Life.

So if you’re going through a hard time pick yourself up and say,

Today's my Day and I will face all my Fears Head on.